i should not be so obsessed with this kid......but i can't help it!
nelson and my dad with jerseys. awww
Janet - 8:54 PM
Friday, August 04, 2006
i have been thinking about how serious i am. i have the feeling that people think of me as this person who doesnt like to have fun. this boring, serious person. i can't take jokes because i am too serious. smile janet, why are you so serious? this completely frustrates me because i felt like i have been told this my entire life. this seriousness that pushes people away from me. i know i am not always "serious" but there are times that i am serious that maybe i shouldnt be? maybe too sensitive? maybe too shy? maybe a mixture of all of the above.
all this gets me so frustrated. i do have a tendency to overanalyze everything. thats what i like to do. analyze. i like to look into things and dig deeper. thats why i like art history. i get to overanalyze a painting and write 6 pages about it. why cant i keep that apart from my personal life? why cant i just take things as they go?
i just want to be happy. i just want to live my life and stop thinking. thinking about all of this.
time to listen to sad chinese music, half of which i dont understand except for the chorus. because that is supposed to help me feel better, but then it doesnt really. better than the stuff on the radio today. that stuff is such trash. although i am a little ashamed to admit that stupid pussycat dolls song "don't cha" is somewhat catchy. and that jojo song "it's just a little too late" damn that shit is catchy. you know what song is so shitty i dont even know why its popular? justin timberlake's sexyback. it doesnt even make any sense. i apparently need a better radio station.
i just realized how ADD/bipolar this post was.
Janet - 12:45 AM
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
the countrywide classic is at ucla and apparently, i crossed paths (on the road) with andy roddick. me in my subaru and him in his benz. (at least thats what paul told me when he saw him) afterwards, we both confessed our secret crush on andy roddick. ok that is all.
Janet - 11:53 PM
Monday, July 24, 2006
i just went to koreatown with paul where i spent 76 bucks on random asian food. anybody want any of my 5lbs of sushi rice? or my shelly senbei!!!!!! (that stuff is so good)
ps. we also made a lot of sushi tonight. dinner = miso soup + CA rolls w/shrimp + mochi!
that was fun =)
i should post pictures of random summer events. later.
Janet - 12:05 AM
Friday, June 30, 2006
PLEASE BE OUR 4TH ROOOMATE FOR NEXT YEAR!!!!!!!!
we are screwed cause we need to find a 4th roommate within a week.
Janet - 1:45 PM
i just stumbled upon a random blog entitled "dISh wOrlD isssHHHHH kiliiiinn mE"
i remember when we used to write like that. actually, i never did, but only because it was difficult to type lyke dat. otherwise, i would have.
this reminds me. i want to go to the kelly clarkson concert on aug 1st in irvine. too bad it conflicts with my night class. too bad its 70 dollars!!!!!! since when did she get that expensive. seeeh.
KeLLi isSsShhh kILLin mEh!!!!
wHerz dA BLiNg???
pAyCe fOoOoOs!!!!
Janet - 1:27 AM
Sunday, June 25, 2006
i just read some random guy's blog about his thoughts on crying. pretty funny. he thinks that crying is as natural as taking a dump or peeing. he thinks its part of our emotional digestive system. when the intake is bad, you feel emotionally constipated. what better way then to cry to just let it all out?
Janet - 12:58 AM
there are certain things i would like to do more this summer.
1. read more
2. do my hw more
3. run more
4. work less
5. focus more
6. blog more
7. watch more movies
8. explore more
9. call home more
10. be more independent
11. help out more
12. cook for you more
13. hang-out with friends more
i feel like i made a list like this before. i wonder why i always do this every summer. its like the equivalent of people making new years resolutions every year. some of which people never really address. just like me! oh well, the fact that im thinking about it already makes me feel closer to accomplishment. maybe thats the point. maybe.
Janet - 12:29 AM
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
i want to graduate and open my own cupcake shop. everytime someone passes by my shop, the aroma of freshly baked cupcakes will lure them in and thats where im gonna make bank, charging 3 bucks/cake!
i could also make wedding cakes made out of pink and white cupcakes. and birthday cakes. and mini cupcakes. and cupcakes with frosted designs. ooo...and special party cupcakes where i have cool themes like "zoo animals" so i can decorate the tops of cakes with tigers and giraffes.... or i can line up the cakes in one fatty box and create an image with all the cakes (like when you learned how to draw cool shit as a kids with those pre-made grid things)
Janet - 12:46 AM
